Hold Me Up | Colette Davison
Chasing Gold #1
Cover Artist: Colette Davison
Release Date: January 29, 2020
Heat Rating: 2 – 3 flames
Length: 68,500 words
It is a standalone story.
Can second chance love survive past trauma?
Reece has one goal: to compete in the Olympic Games. With the gymnastics World Championships looming, his dream is one step closer to becoming a reality.
When his childhood sweetheart, Alex, walks back into his life unexpectedly, Reece’s world is turned upside down. Alex was the boy who inexplicably pushed him away and broke his heart; the boy he still loves.
When the truth behind their break-up is revealed, Reece wants to hold Alex up and give him the strength to heal.
But can Reece be Alex’s rock, and remain focused on his training, or will his Olympic dreams suffer in the process?
Hold Me Up is a MM second chance romance, with a slow-burn relationship and lots of hurt/comfort. It’s the first in a series of books that follows male artistic gymnasts as they chase gold.
Trigger warnings: Hold Me Up features a character who suffers from anxiety and panic attacks due to a past event that is briefly described.
“What the fuck are you doing here, Alex?” Reece demanded, not even trying to hide the anger in his tone. He couldn’t miss the fact that Alex flinched, and he felt a pinch of guilt.
“Writing an article.” Alex’s eyes were wide and imploring, in a ‘can we just get this over with?’ kind of way.
Reece sat down at one of the tables. “Go on then, ask your questions.”
Alex grimaced as he sat down at the next table along. “How have you been?”
Reece rolled his eyes. “You’re not here to chit chat.” God he was being an arse and he knew it, but he wasn’t sure what else Alex expected from him.
“Sorry.” Alex stared down at the table for several seconds, his fierce stare reminding Reece of the night Alex had ended not only their relationship, but their friendship, too.
After a while, Alex opened the small rucksack he’d brought with him and pulled out an electronic recorder, a notepad and pen.
“Do you mind if I record our conversation?”
“Go for it.”
Alex touched his finger to the on button, but didn’t press it. His mouth quivered, as though he wanted to say something, but either couldn’t find the words or the courage. An urge to bundle him up into his arms struck Reece, and it was all he could do not to stand up and do exactly that. He had no right to embrace Alex, and doubted the guy would appreciate it if he did.
“Are you going to ask me questions, or what?” he asked instead, painfully aware of the gruffness in his voice.
“I’m sorry for surprising you,” Alex said at last.
Reece stiffened. What he’d really wanted to hear was an apology for the way Alex had treated him four years ago, but obviously that was far too much to ask. “Just get on with it,” he growled.
Alex glanced around the room. “This place hasn’t changed.”
“It’s had a lick of paint.”
Alex nodded. “There’s some new equipment in the gym.”
“It’s been four years, Alex, the equipment needed updating.”
Alex’s jaw flexed.
“I’m really not interested in small talk,” Reece said. “You made it quite clear four years ago that you wanted nothing more to do with me, so stop sitting there pretending to be nice.”
“I—” Alex clamped his mouth shut and looked at the floor. He grasped the pen and began to tap it against the closed notepad, the fast sound was incessant and loud in the empty room. With his other hand, he turned the recorder on and pushed it across the table, closer to Reece, before flipping the pad open. “How did it feel to be selected to compete in the World Championships?”
Reece narrowed his eyes. He’d heard that frosty, not-quite-neutral tone before and it made his skin crawl. “Like a dream come true,” he muttered. “But it’s just one step towards my real goal.”
For the first time, Alex lifted his gaze to meet Reece’s stare. “Your real goal?” he echoed.
Reece resisted the temptation to snap out a sarcastic comment about how Alex must have known what that was. “The Olympics.”
About the Author
Colette’s personal love story began at university, where she met her future husband. An evening of flirting, in the shadow of Lancaster castle, eventually led to a fairytale wedding.
She’s enjoying her own ‘happy ever after’ in the north of England with her husband, two beautiful children and her writing.
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